Anxiety grows while morals decay
I feel my life just slipping away
I search for my meaning in the end of a blunt
Try every time but I feel like I'm stuck
In the same old boring routine
I want to recover but I can't stay clean
My mind ain't mine I can't find control
Said I'd do it later but I'm already old
Chorus
Purpose is devoid
Of a selfish mind
Love is mistaken
For lust of a kind
Humans never see
The truth before em
Disgusting creatures
You know I abhor em
These walls keep melting I can't make them stop
Is this another symptom of my brains rot
Is this the life I truly want to live
Poverty stricken with no love to give
An apathetic mind with a nose more numb
Leaving the world no bad deed undone
(Chorus)
Watching the fire from the match I tossed
Burning the bridges I never crossed
The situation elevates and life takes its toll
The decision that I've made seem out of my control
Is our meaning written amongst the stars
Or stashed in the trash behind the bar
Or is it within every one of us
Deep in the minds we still don't trust